this is messing with my head, i dont understand, why is it i can not comprehend the thoughts that go into your actions, the thoughts are like light through a prism with too many infractions, different directions tearing into me, bringing a tear in me. its the kind thats dry, but never stops flowing, my head is sick cause my heart is always knowing. i've been crazy, i've been sane, i'll always have spunk and never be plain, but what about the pain. its not real, its the weakness leaving my body, i know that everything works out the way it was supposed to, but what happens to a life not lived. it is just time spent, rather than time earned, and time has no importance when considering the past or future, because right now is the future. this moment is building up this one.
I have nothing tying me down, except the thoughts i cannot get past. I was convinced this was a friendship that would last. aparently now, it is simply part of my past.
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